Years ago, when Melissa was diagnosed with Lymphoma, I felt as if God abandoned me. I felt as if He had abandoned my family.
It was, for an extended period of time, a very dark and tortuous spiritual journey.
I was angry with God.
I wondered, on many occasions, “How, God, would you allow such a thing?” Certainly, of all people, God knows that I deserve better than this! After all, Melissa and I had dedicated ourselves to Christian service. “How could God allow such a thing to occur?”